the very first entry

wow i have a blog.this means there will be less mcDonalds tissue papers with all sorts of writings inside my bag.this means i will be carrying less journals.i currently have three diaries at the moment. i bring a couple of them everytime i feel like sumthin worth writing about myt just pop in my head while im away from home. now all i have to do is enter an internet cafe (which are now proliferating like mushrooms) everytime i feel like pouring out my mind. my brain is like a sponge..maybe it would be too conceited of me to say that i'm really a thinker..so i just compare myself to a sponge in lieu of that claim.this blog is a squeezer.thank goodness.

i admit that there are so many questions that need not be answered.further pondering sometimes leads to depression. believe me, i know. but still it's not bad to put all your questions in life into writing. sometimes it lightens the load im carrying. that is why i choose to jot down anything that makes my brain too crowded. that way when it becomes a little spacious inside my skull, i can reread it--be reminded of things and ponder about it.

i entitled this blog OEUVRE because i know that this would be a compilation of a lot of things that would speak so much of my character, my whole being.im too young to have a oeuvre, (i just turned 21)but who knows, maybe i won't live long and this title would be so appropriate.


in case someone accidentally enters this blog: reading some of my reflections here will not harm you.i wish to inspire people..yes people like you.but more than that, i'd like to use this to somehow improve myself. i have this age-old personal belief that if you would like to live in a better world, then make yourself a better person.

your comments are much more than welcome.03.16.06